Excitement

Ever yearn for excitement?
Something out the ordinary that lifts your spirits to where you think that life can just not get any better. Once, having tasted it, one can not be satisfied with anything less.

For a long time now I’ve been feeling that I am wasting my life. After returning from a 3 week trip to India last year this feeling has grown. It resulted in a completely ecstatic trip to America. After returning from that those feelings feel insurmountable.

How to remain in Vrindavan without being in Vrindavan
How to be enthusiastic when 80% of life is spent like a rat on a spinning wheel

These are the arts that I need to learn, that I need to develop. To have complete focus on my goal. To not be so influenced by maya’s so attractive snares that excites you in the beginning but leaves you gumption less at the end.

I need to appreciate the small things in spiritual life.